This is a crazy post. It smells of liquer & wet tabaco, and thrise boiled coffee. I would tell you if I could, what you should expect its mass to be but i no longer know what the clip board holds. it has taken many forms. In a dream in was beautiful, and then it desolved pouring out, i woke, look on my pillow which had turned to a keyboard. Jane saw crazy off, fitting come back to visit. can't stay long leaving REM 10min
" :romance-heartsthree: "
^^THIS ^^
So it's the anniversary of Lil Red's birth - I hope she is having the most wonderful and perfect day. I hope she has the most wonderful and perfect day, every day of ever year. I may say nothing in celebration of this anniversary, yet everything I will say is in tribute to her day of birth – it is the first day that made all the rest possible. Jane is a special person. I am going to site a diverse list of special people, who, with Jane all have one thing in common.(in no particular order) Marlin Brando, Cher, Jeff Bridges, MrRodoy, Jimmy Carter, Dolly Parton, John Daily, Noam Chomsky, Paula Poundstone, Evvie, Sean Penn, Willie Nelson, Alexandra Cole, Sophia Locke, Tom Waits, Roxie Red,
Wow, or WTF right? I compiled this list after I thought of what Jane has been for me. What Jane has been for me above all else, is influential. When I think of something, or someone, being influential, I think of that something, or someone as a moving force pushing against that which it is influencing. (True enough.) That same influential force can exists just as strongly in the complete absents of movement. (I am sure that is obvious to most everyone, but only recently became obvious to me) The idea that you could be influenced by a static force as you move in proximity to it, or against it, had just never occurred to me when consider influential people. This is how Jane influenced me.
Take the list above, and remove any notion of celebrity, and the mass recognition that goes along with that. Then strip away any and all labels. Then think about how all these ppl move through the world, and in considering that, disregard differences there might be facilitated by the differences in available resources, or class/social status. And finally, throw out anything you might know about previous direction of travel through the world, (bring them all into phase, with like amplitude), so what you are now looking at are the pure base elements, and structure of who these people are, and what I see is a group of very special people, rare, precious, elements, and arranged into beautiful crystalline structure.
Your list might be different, but I hope you can see what I am trying to show you about Jane.
They are the stars that the rest of us orbit – they are the forces that most great influence us. ( The ACF stars, are no more, or less stars, than the others, when they are all striped naked(don't think about that too hard))
In the two years since I have been part of this community, in the two years since I have known Jane, I have changed significantly. I don't think I have to try to convince anyone who has been here during that time of this fact. Yet, as obvious as that is from the outside, something of which I can not know to what degree, but am certain of, it pails by magnitude to that of my prospective, I have little doubt. When I consider it, I am not even clear how it is possible, but it has happened. Jane, more that anyone, or anything, influenced me in deep and profound ways. Jane, gave me no answers, and did nothing, to change me, and it worked. Jane, is a special force, I can't explain. I don't know how, maybe influence, or misdirection, showed me how to change myself.