Hi, im youthinrevolt on chaturbate. I fucked up pretty bad this week. I had a very traumatic few months. Ive been a member of chaturbates community for 4 years now. Its %100 of my income. I pay 1500 in rent by myself among a few thousand in other bills. most of these are credit payments, and worst of all irs payments. I talked about killing myself while I was on stream. I was having an emotional breakdown. Ive started telecounselling but I wont be able to afford even next weeks appointment. I was told by support that I would remain banned until I reach out and tell them I was recieving help. Im in alot better of a space mentally now, I just cant stop sweating finances and If you guys banned me for my own good, financial instability never helped anyone. I understand I messed up, I understand what I did was wrong. I will never do anything like that again. Im begging you to please allow me to work so I can support myself. I dont even have access to my social security card so that I could get a minimum wage job, and even then I wouldnt make enough to pay my bills. Please, I ask from the bottom of my heart to consider the circumstance. @punker barbie please help me.